' ilu.

2006-05-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

okay so the whole story is this:

hunni: i'm gonna get us a blog!
me: don't we already have one?
hunni: as in not blogspot or smth, i'm gonna BUY one! just for you! and me!
me: but i have thiss! it's free and you dont'o have to spend money
hunni: it's better and it's nicer!

a day later, (or a few days later)

hunni: I GOT YOU A DOMAIN!!!! *BEAMS*

but hunni i like this too, so i'll blog here sometimes, but YES i'll use the one you bought for me more hehh.

school was boring today. so tired ><

lunch was crazy. hunni was smearing banana all over the place.
one word:
disssssguuuuussssting!

went home after chiro and plonked on the couch and watched hunni as he bought a new racing car on PS2 hahaha. it's pretty pretty. (: i helped design! =p
i realise after i met hunni, i know a little more about cars. like when this car passes by, i know it's a fairlady Z or a porche. lol.

proud of me hunni? =p

Grade 8 ballet exam tmr!!! :S no school!
the last best shot i have to give for grade 8 syllabus. eeks
i'll def miss dancing demi charactre or entre polinaise, but i guess this is it!
wish me best of luck! :)

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2006-05-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

my new blogg!!!

http://blog.osocute.com

osocute.com is mineee (: yay!

2006-05-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

revision plans are made but obviously i'm behind schedule.

almost too stressed out. ughh.

but hunni made my day on friday night! :D

when i came out from ballet, he presented me with...
a big bouquet of flowers!!!!
without any special occasions or anything,
he suddenly gave me flowers!
that sweetheart!
i mean, how many guys in the world gives flowers for no special occation,
just the reason that he loves you?
exactly. (:

pictureess!

2006-04-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

easter break's over in a whiz.
i don't want school. bleah.
finally realised what 'monday blues' were.
had assembly first in tihe morning the hall was flooded with water. AGAIN.
this poor grade 9-er slipped and fell on the floor - her whole back was soaked in water... :S
after was geometry we got to use the new high school building!

ms salma's class was pretty nice
sat at the back back with connie, she felt like she was a character in the tv - staring out off the window during class...and the teacher would throw a book at her cos she was day dreaming (she was sitting next to the window). you know, that kind of scenes. haha (:

music was next and it was kinda boring.
had the whole drum set to myself today, but we played boring scales and i just had to tap the snare drum. bum bum bum.
then we practiced 'Brazil', our concert piece.
mr N was pissed cos we couldn't get the music 'together' and the concert is next wed. yikes. auditions for the melody part, i hope i get it on glockenspiels! :)

mrs hazari wasn't here for bio (yayy) so we just slacked around and helped bring some books from the old building to the new lab.
tables are small, actually, the rooms are all smaller now, but the sinks are pretty cool - they have covers!
haha hunni finally met his match at arm wrestling - rayner.
well, poor rayner.
he'll have to play until he's beaten cos hunni's gonna bug him. HAHA

algebra class was pretty neat.
bright lights, white white board but mr raybaud made it all dirty with his markers which don't really erase off.
he was quite irritated with it. haha.
'there goes his clean board, and it's only the first day'
new seating arrangement and he put me in front ):
i dont' want to be in front!
but surprisingly, he put hunni next to me!
coolness.
was mr raybaud's birthday today
and he forgot -_-
oh and he had bad hair day. haha. poor him.

didn't go for chiro today.
pushed it to thursday cos we have two tests tmr!
hunni made me nice cream soup. (:
yummy.
studied a little while, then he went back.
what am i still doing here?
shouldn't i be continuing my studying?
eeks.
dinner!
mom's at class and she made spagetti! (:

pictures from sat's fishing trip!

*hunni and i on the chinese fishing junk boat (:

*kor and mr ko - 100% pure monkeys

*the first fish caught - by meee! (: say hi to little red groupa
after which, i puked 3 times into the sea

* hunni's fish! after a pretty *ahem* long time =p

*all the fished we caught...

*the yummy seafood!

2006-03-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

was focus day or whatever day.

anyways, grade 10s were having math SATs preps. did the papers in mr P's room and i guess it wasn't the best math day for me cos i totally screwed the tests. didnt' do well even though it's just to see where we're weak at. there wasn't enough time ): so now i'm scared i can't pass my SAT I. )):

we had the summerbridge thing again. i think it would be fun haha. but too bad will be going back to SG in the summer therefore i can't join with hunni. and i'll be 16 already next year...so...maybe next year we'll sign up!! (: anything to help our reports look pretty. haha.

after lunch we got changed into out house colors and had interhouse competition. hunni looks uber cute in his shrunk red house shirt. haha. and i had my white house shirt which was oversized. it was the same size as hunni's but his looked tiny. haha.

Tiger's got the strongest girls! hahah. we lost to every game in tug of war to the other two houses and but won all of the girls-only. too bad it wasn't counted. haha.

after that was the pass-team-bodies-over-hoop-without-touching game. scraped my arms on the floor cos i kinda fell down after i went threw the hoop..twice. and i'm sorry for the ppl i crawled over. my kneebone kinda pierced thier backs. heh. that's thier lesson for the day. haha. i may look light, but don't pick me cos i'm heavyyy!!! all the excess food i've eaten throughout the winter. ((:

the race thingy to bring the water over was...interesting. haha. i could have filled the bottle with one whole cup okayy!! but someone threw the ball at my cup on the tray and the water spilled. ): phoenix were tied with tigers cos of *ahem ahem* so then we got one member each to see who was faster. kevin cho beat johnny by like a split second close. hahaha. tigers finally won for this! =D

it was fun. (:

sat in the hall to watch the grade 9, 11 and 12 computer class's movies. they were...i guess...thumbs up for effort. hahaha. short clips with morals. (: good for learning. haha.

no school until monday!!! (: then there's holiday on wed again. and the following week is easter break. i think. haha. grandma and godma's coming over this sat! i've gotta sleep on top yet again. awww. heh. going dongguang to dad's house next friday night to sat night. i dont' want to go! the only think i like is, the smell of the house, which smells new cos only my dad stays there, and the fact that we have a driver to chauffer us all around whereever we want to shop. haha. BUT i'll be missing hunni and that's the most important part!!!! wish you could come along! (: heh. <3 you baby! (:

and here's to an abrupt ending.

2006-03-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did and
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing..

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

2006-03-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

today was normal. yupp. haha. well, i was almost late today. there was slow traffic just after KCR which meant that i sat in the car waiting for the cars to move but they wouldn't and i was just 1 minute drive away from school. imagine that -_- so it was almost time and i decided not to wait, i told mom i wanted to get down from there. so i walk walk walk all the way. walk, skip, hop, run, to school just as the bell rang.

made hunni wait at the lockers for over 15 mins for me to arrive :S sorrryyy! (: muah!

geometry was...no comments. ms salma pissed connie off so badly. haha. test on thursday! saw hunni's 'hand' painting in art. (: so beautiful! it's the most unique one in the whole class, my dear!!!

had music after and i FINALLY got my turn on the drum kit! the whole drum kit!!! woohoo. but of course, tesha was sulking and everything next to me on the practice snare drum pad and she still couldn't get her hands off the tophatch or whatever you call it and the snare drum, which was irritating me cos i was trying to practice and here she is using my instrument for the day. so then i snapped at her and told her to just stick to her practice pad and stop bothering my practice. of course, it didn't last long. she started playing on the other gold thingy. -_- UGH. i'm on clarinet on weds! a day off from sitting next to tesha. yeah i'm mean, but i just can't stand it! mr N is just being nice and not say anything.

visited hunni during break while he just finished computer quiz. (: ate cheese. yummy cheese. fattening cheese that makes me fat. and i'm fat already. need. diet. gotta cut down on the extra breakfast i get everyday when i come to school in the morning, cut down on food during recesses, stop eating 3 lunches and stick to 1 healthy one. lesser tea breaks after school. yup. sigh. byebye food. i'm gonna miss you. hunni you must control me! you know i can't stop eating! HEH.

had bio. i hate bio now cos of new seating arrangement and now i'm not sitting next to hunni, thanks to stupid xilin and her bossiness which made that decision to change the seats for the ENTIRE class. and she purposly separated me and hunni okay!!! i mean, mrs hazari didn't even have a problem with us sitting with each other cos we get good grade. i hate her. who does she think she is, making decisions for the whole class?! gonna complain to mrs hazari with hunni. grr grr. (:

algebra was...haha. got 1 wrong for test already. aww man. haha. oh well. will try again next time. (:

hunni brought me to chiropractic. (: was making slideshows of me and my pretty (yeah right) face in his phone. haha.

thanks dear, for always bringing me to chiropractic every week...making sure i'm alright and safe. (: muah!

2006-03-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

16 March, Thursday

thursday was just awesome. even though hunni had to go see the doctor in the morning and miss US history. was msging him in class and wasn't really paying attention to the questions ms haitana was asking. she got pissed cos no one could answer her questions and i couldn't help cos i didnt hear the questions. :S carrie told jerry i must've like the brand armani exchange cos the logo was 'a l x' and cos hunni's name had an 'a', 'l' and 'x'. -_- funny. she drew that in the shape of a heart on my worksheet and demanded that i love her too and to draw one for her. okay so i drew 'c l c' cos it looked cute. :)

hunni came at 10am! (: surprised me right before music started. i hate tesa. however you spell her name. she's such a drum hogger, and just a pain in the ass i couldn't help talking to her in sarcestic tones the whole of music lesson. i wish she could just flunk her trombone tests and mr N has to kick her out of drums. then class would be so much more easier to work in. especially the drums noise level .eek.

ate lunch really quick cos hunni's hands were itching to touch the basket ball. haha. so cute. today was whites VS reds in junior boys basketball. i'm in white house and hunni's in red house, so everyone in homeroom is asking which house i'm gonna cheer for. haha cos hunni was playing (:
sat at the bottom court eating pizza while waiting for hunni to come out in his sexy red house top and basketball shorts. ms haitana came all the way down from the second floor art balcony thingy and walked up to me and asked
'amelia, are you gonna cheer for whites, or reds?'
and i was like
'heh. that's a tough one...'
she replied,'i think you'll be cheering for whites today. (:' and walked off.
HAHA.
weellll, no comments!

game went really well with reds leading and then whites caught up but reds ended up winning. hunni got in 3 shots! (: and his one shot where he jumped and threw the ball upwards and BACKWARDS. can you believe the ball went in??? i can! haha. it was the one shot that made the crowd go crazy and i was so proud. that feeling. haha. my boyfriend! awesome shot! hahaha.
but stanny was really rough and accidentally hit hunni on his face while he was trying to shoot in a basket and i was like 'uh oh. hunni's sniffing. crap. nose bleed.' and true enough, blood dripped down. i got really worried...): told hunni to get out of the game but since there wasn't anyone to sub him, he couldn't. luckily the game ended right after that.

ms haitana asked if hunni was bleeding and i was like YESSSS on the nose and she was like 'oh dont' worry, he's tough.' hahaha.

geometry after lunch was..interesting.

couldn't help feeling happy. haha. if only i had my camera to snap that cute shot. *day dreams...* i still can picture the game in my mind.....

dont' mess with the tigers

2006-03-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

friday night was AIS's talentshow 2006. was pretty interesting.

there was the not-so-professional-professional fashion show catwalk, johnny's and kevin cho's really great korean singing, my brother's song, nali's sexy dance(it was really good she should have won), kenny ben and gordon's dance which kenny totally hogged(boo.) the jap-korean band where daisuke totally screamed too loud into the mike, and the grade 12's brokeback mountain themed skit. hahaha. it was funny when angel came out with two other guys and pretended to pull down the zipper to pee. LOL.

there's some pictures! (: most are blur but oh well. haha. my camera's still not fixed. gotta get it done asap!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYA IN ADVANCE FOR TMR!!! ((:

2006-03-09T19:04:00.000+08:00

Lord, WE pray for healing...

2006-03-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

weekends passes so fast. and it's tuesday night already!

yesterday was alyssa's birthday. happy birthday alyssa baby!

today i didn't like mrs hazari cos she was in bad mood. grrr. and she was being irritating. haha. after bio was english and we got into groups for poem writing. so then me and hunni joined ha-nee, john and seong hun. and seong hun had eraser dust rained on him by hunni and john and this other korean guy. haha. it was fun fun. and then when hunni was stretching, he knocked his head on the chair. like right infront of the whole class. lol. that was funny. =p

had algebra after and it was pretty boring. mr raybaud was like going through the answers REALLY REALLY slowly. then he ate in 15 mins of our lunch cos he said we were slow and couldn't finish the question in time. -_-

history was, well. cool. had free time for like the whole of last period cos we finished the notes package. hunni sold to wilson samantha's pics from last year's himalayas photos cos we helped ms j take them down to put new ones up. that's why we got them. and i stole the pictures with hunni in it. haha. it was so funny cos he made $4. (:

during lunch senior club showed the talent show clip. and then nali was like dancing this penguin dance or smth? anyhow, she looked SEXXY i tell you. haha! must support nali this friday! (:

lissie! develop the photos! (:

2006-02-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

hello hello. so it's been a week or so since i last blogged. i wanted to leave this blog, again (i'm sorry my dear ol' blog) but i decided to be not lazy once more and update on what's happening in life. (:

so today hunni brought cheese for me in the morning. we were practically like little mice pinching the smoked cheese his aunt brought back from USA throughout the whole day. imagine that. 2 credit card sized cheese, relatively thick. yummy.

watched <> in US history for 2 periods. almost couldn't watch finish the film cos some ppl were sleeping. haha. anyways, i like the film. and it's not all war films that i love. this one is touching, has touching music during the war that almost made me tear if i wasn't in school. it's suspenseful too. (: i was cold cos ms haitana ordered susan not to turn off the air con so hunni took off his sweater to cover my legs. aww i love you hunni!

had music after that which was pretty...boring? haha. tired of clarinet already. westley had his new bass clarinet which was too big for him and when he was packing it up before we left from class, he tilted this thingy connecting to the mouthpiece and this pool of saliva came out. EW? then me and fan were laughing at him cos he had to clean that big long thing and fan suddenly stopped laughing and realised that he shouldn't be laughing cos he picked the same instrument and he'll be doing that too on monday. hahaha. and then i made them jeolous by telling them my drum kit didn't have anything to do with saliva pouring out. :D hunni came in during break and showed off his great clarinet skills by playing his fav-mozart's concerto something. haha. brought him to his computer class and found alyssa, mayu and jocelyn dancing to this Ok go. music video. cute.

had computer after and we basically did nothing except pick our next presentation topic. the rest had to do their research but mr k. let me and carrie do our own stuff cos we were 'good students' and our topic wasn't due until thursday. sweet. (:

after lunch i had geometry and hunni had art. geometry was scary cos ms salma was picking out ppl to explain to class how we did our activity. so then she got to my group and went 'amelia's group, pick out someone to present'. connie didn't have her notebook and alan was...alan. so connie told me to pick myself. haha. did our group proud! haha. with an ending of banging my foot into ms slama's metal table from moving backwards too much.
today steven was quite pathetic. haha. cos ms salma decided to ask who was uncomfortable with thier members in the group and christine was like 'i don't want steven to be in this group' and ms salma was like why? and she said smth like 'so hard to teach him, like 2+3 = 5 he'll keep asking why is it like that??!' HAHA. connie and i agreed that he was in such a sad state.

class ended with a pop quiz which i totally messed up one question cos i wanted to go home. heh. and hunni was telling ms salma that we go to tst every day after school and i was telling her that it was what he wished. hahaha. (:

it was an interesting day. (:

love my hunni

2006-02-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

*gosh my tired eyes...

realised i didn't get to post my valentine's day! welll it went kinda well didn't it hunni? at least it ended nicely and romanticly even though it started of badly. haha. so... i got a bouquet of roses, 8 of them plus one from school's valentine's day pack hunni bought for me. which came with a bag of chocolates and i got 2 bags by accident. haha. on top of that, hunni gave me a heart shaped basket of 'I <3>
*chocolate basket!

*yes that's me-proud of my pretty basket sitting on my messy table in my messy cosy room.

bought mom a rose too! (: see how sweet i am? haha.

*me and mom and her pretty red rose..

well of course i gave stuff to my sweet valentine, surprises and not so surprising surprises, but i'll let him fill them in on his own. (: oh and also last week, there was the award ceromony and i got my Principal's Honor Roll certificate in school. (: you know they praise and praise about our GPA hitting above 3.5 or smth but they don't even do a proper awards ceromony. yeah there are parents, but we dont' even shke hands with the principal. i mean yeah i dont' want to shake hands but what's the use of asking us up stage when they just hand out the certs on stage like some discount coupons?? -_- anyways. i dont' really care much about the cert, and i promise hunni the end of this semester, we'll both be walking up to collect our certs. (: muahh! mom gave me toblerone chocolate as my present for good results! hahaha.

xilin said she was surprised i could get PHR. how mean is she. -_- grrr.

I love you hunni! thanks for the pretty roses, i'm in love with them and it's under great care, sitting infront of me every single day as i sit in front of the computer! love the chocolates even though i haven't finished them cos it's too pretty to be eaten. Love you for everything!

2006-02-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

09 Feb 2006:

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY HUNNI!

Thursday was our 1 year and it was great cos... we were happy. yup. (: and we went to festival walk and ate strawberry ice cream like we did for our first date. haha. :) hunni got us this CUTE pair of raccoons! shall upload a photo soon. (: i love them. it's 'my most treasured possesion'.. then we went home cos it was a school day and hunni ate dinner at my place. that sweet smooth liar. =p

10 Feb 2006:

friday was a really tiring day. have no idea why. haha. got a really bad headache from biology cos we had a quiz and i had trouble remembering and understanding the processess of mitosis and meiosis. but after school when we went home, hunni gave me a face massage and i fell asleep instantly. slept for 3 hours plus and didn't want to get up so i skipped ballet. heh. was still so sleepy though. hunni said if i was sent to a military camp where people get tortured so they cannot sleep for days and nights, i would be the first one dead cos i sleep so much and never get tired of sleeping. HAHA. thanks dear, for massages and reorganizing my laptop. it's so pretty now and everything is all in nice neat folders. (:

11 Feb 2006:

for lunch i decided to cook. okay. it might not sound like a big thing, but the thing is the last time i actually made a REAL meal (not including instant noodles), was for sec 1 home economics cooking test. yes yes i know.
so then i made lunch for hunnI! macaroni with cheese. well i took 1 hour and 15 mins but i'm glad he liked it. well actually anyone would love whatever food there was if they were starving. (:
watched narnia. (: it's pretty draggy but the ending was nice. beavers are cute.!

2006-02-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

back from SG.

had a pretty great time there, met up with the wonderful hannah tan, then the was the visiting which rewarded me we numbers of red packets. days passed really fast, met up with shermy and hannah too, plus peeps from YI. (: other than the fact that couldn't meet up with jaish cos she wasn't feeling too well(it's not your fault dont' worry!), it was one fruitful holiday back to home sweet home. and to fluffy's snuggly white fur and hearing his cute growls followed by sneezes which spoils the whole effect of trying to be 'tough'.

i actually missed the weather in HK. and of course my bed. my cosy private room. HAHA. and of course, hunni. (:

i had a blast today.

hunni bought me hash browns for breakfast! (: how sweet.

went to central with him for my chiropractic appointment.

after which we went to sha tin to change the ring size and catch the movie 'fun with dick and jane'. it was...okay i guess. not that fantastic. haha.

movie ended around 3 something so we went home and made prata. heh. with japanese curry and we sat at in the living room eating while watching tv. (:

after washing up we pulled mom to play mahjong. haha. surprisingly, i won! *ahem**someone* *ahem.**lost**ahem*. hahahahahaha.

hunni ordered pizza for dinner and he ordered so much that, well, let's just say he brought home supper.! (:

he thought me how to do the computer discussion topic.

went downstairs to walk (: it was cold. but it felt good walking with hunni.

played at the playground. haha. yes. PLAYED.
let's see. there were the slides, merry-go-round, tic-tac-toe, tire swing.

and then hunni piggy-backed me home. haha. the funny thing was, i was out of breath and so tired even though i wasn't the one carrying downhill a 44.5kg body!

fooled around at home, as usual, then hunni went home at 1030. (: reluctantly. heh.

night everyone!

surprise surprise]]

2006-02-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

loves from lao gong <3

2006-01-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

loves from lao gong (:

2006-01-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

i think it's time to change my layout right? i mean. new year, new layout. still in search for the perfect one!

yesterday me and hunni went to watch the geisha. (: it's pretty nice movie. did i tell you that the clothes and everything was just beautiful? sighhh... the ending was however quite disgusting. think about it: an old probably 50-smth year old guy with a 20-smth year old girl. EW?

geisha is such a pretty word, too bad it has such a history behind it. actually, maybe it's still clean. afterall, they 'sell their skills, not thier body'. right? hmm.

hunni cooked me lunch. well it was soup cos i just did my braces and my teeth hurts so much i can't chew.

dad just had fun using kor's guns to shoot at pigeons again. kids. -_-

i have to plan for my CNY visit to SG. although i'll miss hunni badly.

shopping, meeting up with ppl, visiting houses to collect red packets. or rather 'laisee' as ppl call it over here. there's so much to do in that ten days!

shoutouts!:

alex:
hunni! why am i shouting out to you? hahaha. always having fun with ya! love you!

jaish:
hey my dear sister! we can't sit here and say we have to find some time out to meet up, we've gotta set a date!!! (: let me know as soon as you get your hands on a computer! if not we'll have to arrange an impromptu date which always never work out well...

hannie:
besties eh? well. looking forward to having dinner and some girl to girl shopping! bring you, your purse....and you!!

ballerinas:
is jeannie still in SG?? she better be, so we can all have a going away party! i just realised, you guys had the 2nd crestar dance! make sure you girls tell me about it! say hi to our best teacher!

joyce:
keep to your resolutions! heh heh. hoope to see you soon! missed being bullied by you by your 'talkative' talents. you know what i mean.

okay these ppl just popped into my head so i just felt like saying hi. to the rest, HI too!!!

i feel like eating up the mrs fields cookie on my desk.

it's yummy.

it's delicious.

it's goood.

oops! it's half gone! :D

pax, ame!

2005-12-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!

did you guys have a great christmas? i did! (:

Christmas Eve:

in the afternoon me and hunni went to citysuper to collect the party packs. we took a taxi home cos poor hunni had to carry all the heavy food. heh. we went home and helped with stuff here and there. willie was cleaning the house -_- okay so then mr ko came with his shrimps and we decided to help him cut the heads off. it was DISGUSTING i tell you. i was holding the shrimp's body and hunni was SLOWLY cutting of the head with the scissors and this shrimp decided to give a last squirm and i freaked out and screamed so loud, flinging the shrimp away and hunni got a shock too. HAHA. we gave back the shrimps to mr ko and he had to pick up all the heads in the pail =p

i made everyone wear lightsticks. HAHA.

dinner was great. lotsa food, we all drank babycham, sparkling wine and 1990's red wine. dad's best! haha. as old as me. (: there was mom's chocolate fondue! (: yum yum.

after that we had christmas carols and mini worship. then there was the present time!!! (:
the poor TINY christmas tree was so lonely after all the presents were gone. everyone was so jealous cos hunni got the biggest present from me. haha. i'll let him fill you in next time on what it is (:

i got my boots and this really cute white hat from mom and dad. yay! hunni gave me this interesting book. i love it! hehe cos he knows i read so fast i always run out of novels. and he knew i loved reading. =p love ya for caring! (:

we sat in the beanbag together, cuddled up for the countdown (:

the yummy food!

the happy christmas tree-BEFORE

the lonely christmas tree- AFTER

light sticks!!! :D

dad with his present from mom

willie and his present

mr ko and his present

hunni's present from mom (:

me and my presents from mom and dad!

kor and mr ko

my present to daddy!

presents from my baby and his mom (:

present from mr ko

my baby's present from..non other than me! (:

groupie!

i think they're drunk!

willie's work of art: santa ate drunken bunni's tail

christmas bunni +santa claus

Christmas Day:
hunni brought me out to TST at night. (: it was kinda a surprise cos he did promise me to bring me to the pier and watch the buildings full of colorful lights. it was so crowded there so after pushing out of the crowd, we got ice cream and went to find dinner. finally settled at deli and hunn ordered food for us. (: that night was awesome cos, afterall, it's our first christmas together! (:

2005-12-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

tuesday:

we went to disneyland ((: finally managed to visit the hong kong one. wee!

had to wake up early cos we wanted to beat the crowd when it opened at 9am. willie fell asleep in the bathroom -_- HAHA. and hunni was half hour late, mr ko was 15 mins late. so anyways. we left at 930. (:

disneyland is quite...okay lah. hunni said ithe US one was like much MUCH bigger and i guess so. but i haven't been to US so.... and the one in japan? i can't really rmb. i only rmb the part where i wanted this mickey mouse light thing and dad didn't want to buy for me. hmm. okay so anyways. we checked out 'tomorrow land'. went for the space thingy. i did some real hot screaming. haha. then we went to...the buzz lightyear one? shooting the Zs. it was preety fun. we took those two rides like two times. the rest was a bore. beat hunni in shooting the Zs! lvl 6! woohoo. willie STOOD UP to shoot. -_- hilarious.

had lunch at this cool place. decor was really pretty. with beauty and the beast statues and paintings. awww. we were such an embarrassment i tell you. took back like loads of the disney cups. thought of selling it on ebay. HAHA. 'limited christmas edition'

went to some amusement park at tai po central and me and hunni got like so many of those tickets you change to get something. haha. didn't know what to get so we got the card to save the amount to redeem next time. (: we made our own cotten candy from the machine! heehee.

had funn!! (: yupyup.

last night:

we had hot pot at TST with mr ko and willie. after that we met 2 of willie's girl friends and we all went karaoke. had to leave first cos hunni needed to be home. so we left at 11pm and by the time both of us reached home it was like 12am. mom and the rest camehome at 2am -_-

don't want to elaborate. it's too tiring to type. ahah.

shall upload photos?

me+hunni at the gate queuing to get in!

me+mom with sleeping beauty's castle at the back

my little goofy!

meeeoooowwww!

i LOVE this!!!

us!

the pretty lollipop thingy in the winniethe pooh cookies store (:

this kind man asked to help us take a pic infront of the tall and HUGE christmas tree!

the happy guys! -_-

us at the whale fountain!

to disney cups! haha!

the 6s who conquered disneyland!!!

too lazy. super tired. hha. the rest of the photos are....in my computer! heehee

2005-12-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

went shooping with hunni yesterday.

no wait.

first we went to central in the morning with mom and we met ms jay in the mtr. (:

after central mom left to go to shenzhen to meet dad so me and hunni went to hmv to find mom's cd. after that we went to mongkok to look for a new mobile for hunni and an ipod for me. (: we walked around and finally found a shop that seemed reliable and the guy was nice so yeah. FINALLY got hunni's one wish crossed out! his brand new W550i. or was it 500. anyways. yeah.! didn't get my ipod cos i decided to want to have a share in hunni's mobile so i payed 1/3 of it.

after that mom called and realised we were all in mongkok and she was there too cos changed of plans. so we met her and went for lunch so we didn't have to pay. haha. ate at strawberry forever and the food took so long to come [over half hour], mom left after cancelling her order and when we asked to cancel the rest, all the food started to come out. so then me and hunni sat there and ate and have free dessert due to thier poor service.

found ourselves going to shatin and we went to city super to get hunni's dad's christmas present, my dad and mom's present.

bought hunni's long-wanted canadian sea urchin and he was EATING IN MY BED, savoring every lick of it. HAHA.

gonna cut my hair tmr! want a new hair cut. a new look (: and probably try to start studying. notice the word try.

going hk disneyland on tuesday with mom kor mr ko willie and of course my bearbear!

2005-12-16T08:52:00.000+08:00

so i'm in computer class now, and it's so boring. carrie isn't here to entertain me and i dont' feel like researching the project.

stayed up till 1230 last night to finish up hunni's scarf! (: i just did the touch ups and it's DONE!!!

whatt? say it again??

it' DONEEEE!!!

(:

look what i just found???!!! HAHA isn't it pretty???

baked brownies yesterday to give to special ppl today. haha. it's the last day of school, yeah yeah yeah!!!

ais should make christmas special.

well at least make the last day of school special...

i miss babylicious. shermy. lis. hannah. jaish. rachel. faith. ming huei. emelia. felicia. sherr. yuting. jeannie. sonika. basically the whole bunch of us ballerinas. yi. (:

time for christmas shopping this weekend!

abit of a let down that the idea i thought for mom's present wouldn't work. isn't there any other way, my hummi?

$500 to my ipod nano

2005-12-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

time flies yup yup?

been catching up with the once 4 besties. and still are! haha. just that we're all split up in different directions. one in australia, one in hong kong, one in taiwan and one is singapore! i hope we do meet again and hang out in the future!

anyways. algebra hasn't been the most exciting class these few days. ): getting worried for semester exams. and hunni's gonna kill me for that. HAHA.

can't wait for christmas! then there will be less homework DURING THAT WEEK that will be due, anddd then i can really get the full christmassy feeling.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIE!!! (:

can't wait for the time to bake brownies with hunni in the warm *ahem i mean cold* kitchen... heh

and of course i can't wait to shop! HEH. don't worry hunni. i'll try to keep my hands off certain stuffs. =p

-freezing my butt off!

2005-11-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

whereever, whenever, and however, i'll still be your special bunni.
in your heart, loving you, every minute, every second,
forever~ <3

2005-11-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

Thursday:

Thanksgiving! (: cool. first time 'celebrating' thanksgiving. had special turkey plus some other wierd stuff for lunch. had it on the upper and lower courts together with middle school.

After school there was dress rehersal for that night's MUSIC AND DRAMA CONCERT. was pretty boring cos hunni wasn't with me. tried so hard to sms him for to no vail cos there wasn't signal in the hall. he went to play bball with the guys at the park cos the vollyballers were having a match. so then i was sitting in the hall with the rest of the band waiting patiently for our turn to play as the drama students did thier skits.

after the rehersal we went to the music room and watched [the fast and the furious] and had pizza. greedy hunni. he ate 3 pieces even though mr niermier said 2 only. and he isn't even in the band! hahaha.

at 7pm we all went to the hall. there wasn't a pretty good amount of audience, i have to say. haha. the drama students were all dressed up. cool. the sound system was crappy. too bad. ):
then it was our turn to play (: the finale. i think, on the whole, we did well. (:

went for dinner at sushi place with mom. hunni said he was sick of sushi already but surprise surprise when he say the salmon and stuff, he just couldn't resist. HAHA. by the time we left it was already 10.
we had fun. didn't we? ((:

Friday:

after school hunni came over to my house and we chilled out until it was time to go to the himalayas dinner in TST. took the train all the way there and almost couldn't find BOMBAY DREAMS. chiristine and ryota had to come down to get us. went up and only a bunch of us were there. ms jay, kor, kevin, phillip, samson, huni, me, jerry, christine, karmen and ryota. yeahh! these are the people who 'really bonded' even after the trip. the indian food was good. (: spicer than what we ate in Indian itself.

after dinner we all walked to red box, intending to sing karaoke. ms jay backed out on the way there so there were only me hunni karmen christine phillip jerry samson ryota. got a room and half way christine and phillip left. so then at 11pm we decided to go back. got the bill and anyone could have fainted. i'm SERIOUS! no one had much money. after taking out EVERY SINGLE THING in out wallets and purses, we managed to pay the bill of $1139.! hilarious i tell you. and it was so panicking. cos almost all of us had $0 in our wallets. :S i thought we couldn't pay the bill...

on the train jerry was like 'hey look at the time' and it said 11:39pm. gosh how freaky is that. the time and the bill was the exact same numbers. so by the time i got home it was slightly after 12am.

got some photos. (:

2005-11-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

the oc has been really satisfying. (: been hooked on it all day yesterday.

i don't want the same things other people has. esp when i've said it and done it and they hope along in the same category.

feeling abit down.

dad's going to SG tmr! gonna ask him to get mags and stuff. i hope he rmbs to pass my loveliest cousin's present to her! hope she likes it-picked it out with hunni on himalayas!

music + drama concert on thursday! can't wait! (:

celebrated dad's birthday early yesterday cos he won't be here on thursday. went to little egret for dinner (: awesome place. seriously comfy! (:

*dad's expensive present from me, picked by hunni pie!*

*dad's cake specially made by mom from the desert bar*

*groupie!*

*the pretty lake by the resturant*

2005-11-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

was cultural fair today. went to school with hunni bear to play the clarinet. hunni played his mozart concerto. so cute! (: muahh. he played solo infront of everyone. isn't that awesome? some talented hottie. after his solo it was my turn to play. haha. but of course with the other ppl from 1C.

*hunni playing his solo*

*from left: queenie, me, david, westley, fan*

*aren't our pair of snowman cuteee??!!*

after performance mom pulled me to go take this posture check thing and signed up for the x ray treatment package cos my spine wasn't straight and the girl said it might get worse next time if i dont' correct it to become straight. went to play some games, dunked all our lucky draw coupons in tihe box. (: the games were kinda. pathetic.? haha. got some stuffs from the gift counter. pencils with fluff and christmas decorations? haha. then hunni got me a small gold metal christmas tree for my room! (: atelots of cotten candy and was being entertained by rish who was complaining that he needed a good bath and had to dry clean his shirt cos it was stuck with cotten candy. haha! got more christmas decor! basically, i was putting any decors i found that were cute, into the bags jerry reluctantly gave us cos everything was overflowing. haha! did heanna while hunni went listen to the lucky draw being read out. won 6th prize! haha this 99.9% gold bunni pendent. it's cute. :] the cultural fair was nearly over, so we decided to go watch movie with hunni's free birthday tickets. stashed 2 big bags of christmas decor in our locker and carried another 2 bags of chirstmas decors. took a taxi to whompoa and got out tickets for [DRAGON SQUAD]. still had 2 hours so we went to the mall and i satisfied hunni by letting him 'teach me how to play computer games' in the cyber cafe. haha dear. do you think i don't know you? we've been together for 9 mths already. nearly a year... when you first asked if you could teach me how to play counter strike, but you backed out cos i said i didn't want to play and you thought i couldn't go in wihtout paying, i knew that you really wanted to play. haha. so then when you asked if you could teach me how to play sims... they didn't have sims but i asked hunni to tell the guy to let me sit with him while he play, the guy let us. so then it was considered my first time going into a cyber cafe. well, not really. except for those small ones in SG, when i just go in to buy fries with hannah and shermy and lissie in primary 6, this was different. it was pretty big. went to the back and found that kevin chung ill and this other korean guy from ais were all there. so then i sat on hunni's lap and watched him play counter strike against the other guys for half hour. yes i was kinda bored but as long as hunni liked. (: when the korean guys left hunni played soccer and i made him get me cup noodles so i had something to do. hahaha! after that we went to the cinema. the show was pretty good. i mean, fight fight fight. so much violence. but at least there was vanness wu in it. haha. too bad harry potter wasn't out here yet. next week i think. anyways. the show wasn't too bad. (: walked to kcr in the windy night and we went home to have dinner (: winter's here, christmas is coming! (: with all the christmas decorations soon up and the cold, i'll sure be in a christmasy mood! now...to get a misletoe... alright! i'mi freezing in my room so i'll just go wear my valentine's day sweater hunni gave me, and snuggle in my comforter! awwwww.....

christmas wishlist:

'of course my hunni bear to spend christmas with me! (:'

1. either the new slim iPod or iPod Nano
2. a pair of sexy boots for winter
3. clothes for winter!
4. mini fibered electric christmas tree
5. new pair of nice comfy walking shoes

see? my wishlist isnt' that all demanding. hahaha!

2005-11-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday:

happy birthday hannah! (: hope you had fun and good that ahem ahem didn't let you down! hahaha.

today:

was free dress day again, and we had to donate stuff for cultural fair's tombola. okayy. poeple from homeroom were so funny. haha. giving cup noodles bought from tuckshop? okayy. hope they are lucky enough to win it back. =p

i think today during english, i was being a tiny bit perky. hahaha. it was so funny cos mainly it was either xi lin, hunni or me answering the questions. hmm.

i learnt something today. (:

enjoy life, live on what you have, and be happy! no one is perfect, you don't have to want to look or be perfect. every one has thier own beauty and should be proud of it! don't show off, because it's just not the characteristic or being sophisticated. whatever that meant. haha. you get what i mean. (: i get it myself. hahaha. look on the bright side!

2005-11-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

uber tired today. that's cos i went to hummi's house for his sweet 16 party.

went over after lunch, to do work. haha. but didn't get to do much cos hunni was playing soccer and showing me how he own the computer. then i tried to play on his skateboard but simply failed. we started to eat. AGAIN. haha. then we decided we had to go pick Fay up at some kcr station. had to wait for Fay. it was so funny cos hunni was imitating ppl and how they walk, saying it was so cool and then Fay came with this hilarious way of walking. =p anyways. we took taxi to tai wo kcr and met ryota, jonathan, chi hin, jerry and shawn. made then all take taxi again back to hunni's house. then we had bbq, they played basketball, shawn made hunni shoot high and the ball went out of the house. ): it had our initials on it!! ):

ryota was talking to one of the dogs. HAHA. in japanese?

watched them play soccer and then we played monopoly. well. i wasn't supposed to play but i sub hunni when his attention went on to Fay's soccer.

by the time we went home, it was pretty late since the next day was a school day. and everybody didn't finish their hmwk yet. :S

today's geometry was so funny. karmen gave us fox candy and when i was trying to open the candy, trying to make the least amount of wrapper sounds as possible, christine and karmen started coughing and coughing to hide the sounds, and connie was making as much noise as possible by pretending to find something in her pencil case. funny. i think if ms salma found out I was the one eating candy in her class she would say she was disappointed in me, like what she said to connie when she caught her using her mobile. hahaha.

hunni and i are playing duet on clarinet for this weekend's cultural fair! (: can't wait! wait. that means practice? bleah.

algebra 3. mr raybaud is so irritating. i don't like him. even if he's willing to give me 90% average. i don't want it if he's mean to me. wait. or do i? i take that back. (:

2005-11-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNNI!!

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you!
hapy birthday to my hunni bear!!
happy birthday to youu!!!!

*muahh!*

2005-11-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

there's just no mood in studying. haha. and i hate that feeling because it makes me worry that i'm gonna flunk yet i can't do anythign about it cos i'm lack of concentration. haha.

weekend's been great. went to the beach early saturday. got a neat bikini tan (: heh. someone didn't get much darker!! =p

the oc season 3 is just so...suspenseful. and it's so touching. like, marissa and ryan got kicked out of school and yeah. i'm not gonna spoil the story.! (:

school's been great. managed to pull the 'i practiced playing clarinet during fall break that's why i can play so well' in music. heh. music concert on the 24! it's a mix with some drama. hmmm...

history essay! did i mention i was gonna do it the other time? cos i ended up not doing it yet. oops. (:

2005-11-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

just came back from himalayas 2 days ago! it was really fun, esp cos hunni was there to pei me the whole time haha. and then it's tiring too, cos we had to climb mountains...sleep late, wake up early only to get on the bus to move from another hotel. imagine being on the bus everytime for at least 5 hours.

throughtout the whole trip, almost everyone got a turn to be sick. and then there was me and hunni. we just took turns taking care of one another because i fell sick, then him, then both of us, then me, then him and so on. hahaha.

didn't get much stuffs! got a pashmina silk scarf for mom and tea plus india tie for dad. =p then i got hunni a silver chain and we got a pair of rings for out necklace. i got him another handmade necklace too, he got me cute EXTREMELY lovely earrings. i LOVE them!

i think Taj Mahal was THE most memorable. haha. 'the love monument for the love birds' as everyone was telling us. i saw hunni blushing! and i don' blush okay! =p

did you knwo that coke wasn't really popular in india? pepsi was everywhere. the mountain dew was in glass bottles, but they had plastic ones too (: brought back a small little cute coke bottle - CATCH SPRING COKE: FROM THE HIMALAYAS. isn't thath just cool? and the bottle is small. not the normal ones.

got some pictures! waiting for mr arora to give us the disc of pictures. and then need to get some from random ppl cos my camera battery died. heh. so i only got like, very few pics.

angie and me at sun plaza hotel or smth

just the girls!

hunni + me. isn't the scenery breath-taking?

nali and me in our span resort room

me and connie

me and the mules carrying our bags up the mountain!

US on the very top of the mountain, over looking the valleys and the villages way down below

well okay. that's just a few pictures. i'm too tired to put them here.

gotta start on history essay now! or maybe algebra 3 portfolio...or maybe i'll just watch a LITTLE malcolm in the middle...

2005-10-21T09:37:00.000+08:00

leaving for india tonight!

dont' miss me too much! i'll misss...my bed. haha. and my back will hurt so much i think i'll need a back and neck massage every night *hinthint hunneh*

free dress day today! in aid for the himalayan earthquake. donate ppl!

here i am to worship,
here i am to bow down,
here i am to say that you're my God...

2005-10-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

halloween's coming, so me and hunni decided to go to ocean park becuase there was this halloween bash thingy where they had the haunted house.

got the tickets from mr ko and we took the bus to ocean park. then we realised that the tickets for entering the night halloween bash was sold out! ): and the purpose of us going therre was to go to the haunted houses. haha. so then we were a little disappointed but i guess we tried to make the best out of this day!

the place was really cute. pumpkins everywhere. too bad the haunted houses looked cool and scary. hope we can get tickets for next year! i've never been to one! :)

we spend like so much of ahem ahem hunni's money cos he wanted to win me big big prize but we had to many little crabys instead. hahaha. oh well. (: i dont' mind!

the sausages are like really great. you've got to try the cheese sausage at the coca cola fantasy thingy.

we did the comical portrait and the background was awesome because it's 'supposedly pre-drawn' to save time but i think it was photocopied. anyways. some kind of drawing. haha! i looked like this old china women and hunni had pretty girly eyes! hahaha! it didn't even look like us. 0%. -_-

pictures!

me and the pumpkins!

i think...that's hunni.

the bears!

shark aquarium!

notice that i made my pumpkin squat with the little pumpkin. 1,2,3, AWWWW.

last but not least, us. (:

going off to himalayas this friday! time flies. anyways. will be back only on the 2 or 3rd NOv. hope i dont' freeze! (as if i won't. how much meat can keep me warm in my body? urm.)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

2005-10-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

so today we had to sell raffle tickets for community service.

hunni came over in the morning bringing me my hashbrowns :) yumyum! i love you hunni!

after eating lunch at home, we went to uptown plaza and i cut my hair. hunni was supposed to cut hair with me but he didn't want. ): he called that tony guy to cut for me and i ended up sitting there with half my hair cut and him attending to this other lady who keeps talking and talking and her hair took so long to blow dry. grrr. we ended up being late by half hour.

i tell you, selling those tickets in cantonese isn't as easy as i thought.

firstly, it's the getting use of saying that sentence of cantonese when my pronunciation for almost all the words are totally off.

secondly, the ppl walk so fast therefore you have to talk fast, and the words that come out of my mouth is sometimes somewhat sounding like gibberish.

thirdly, i only know how to say the ticket is $10, and asking the ppl would they like to buy a piece. a piece of what? i have no idea how to say it. cos i can't pick up the 3 words well enough even hunni gave up! hahaha. so then when this guy came up to me and ask what's it for, i was tongue tied. i didn't know what to say, in cantonese, but the words just rushed through my brain in english. it wasn't that helpful. if i was lucky, and hunni was close to me, i would call for help and he would explain, leaving me standing there like a complete idiot.

aww. isn't that sad? i'm so glad it's over. the 4 hours standing in the crowd walking around hopefully finding kind people to offer to donate 10 bucks. the mosquito bites i got. the holding the ticket at tummy level for 4 hours which made my shoulders and neck sore.

well lesson learnt! :) take pity on the people asking for donation. at least give some shillings for the flag day people! yes it is hard to pay a full fixed amount for a lucky draw ticket you'll never win, but at least us teens would feel triumphant that someone bought at least a ticket. HAHA.

a no-no to do: go to the person, ask what society it is and state that you've never heard of it before.

that's just plain rude and selfish okay?? like you don't KNOW every society. if you know of one that's so famous, they are probably rich already.

hunni cooked me dinner!!! :) again. haha. no this time i made the soup right! HAHAHA. the veg and mushrooms were nice with oyster sauce. although a little salty and spicy, but i love it. every dish. :)

the cutest thing hunni did this weekend: eat and realise that he had too little tiles TWICE IN A ROW on the mahjong table.

2005-09-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

candy pop*

new layout!

yay yay yay! doesn't it look cute? haha

all the best to those who are having thier finals soon! don't stress, do your best and remember mee! hahaha.!

2005-09-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

swimming trials.

what can i say?

you start practising to get into a team just 2 times 2 weeks before...you get crappy results. haha.

i think i swam horribly. and then i got leg cramps. i think it was leg cramps. the muscles were tense. i couldn't really move either legs because they were so painful. )):

come to think of it it's so embarressing... ):

at least my hummi was there (: not to mention christine and karmen. :D

i think everybody did well. (:

time to study!

ahem. um. study?

*i know i love you!*

window shopping at orchard!

2005-07-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

it's already 2 weeks into the hols! That's so so fast! oh no it's ending! and alex is coming over THIS THURSDAY omg so fast. i guess i have to go cleam up my room from 2mrw onwards. haha. YAY.

went to church today. it was so funny cos i was wearing white and black and diana was wearing black and white.

after bible study wen tout with diana and JT followed cos he didn't have anyone to go home with. no acutally he was 'being a nice gentlemen to carry our shopping bags'. took mrt to plaza singapura and when we were at dhoby ghaut we were talking and didn't know we were there already so we rushed out and this old man was sitting on diana's skirt so she got stuck. haha!

decided to eat at food court. got lamian and diana asked how come the noodles aren't spicy when it was 'la' mian. but it was supposed to be 'la' as in pull noodles. -_-

after JT ate he went to jigsaw world but we dragged him out to help us buy ice kacang.

k so we walked around and JT left at 3 [to get me my present i suppose HAHA]

we didn't buy anything! gosh! walked the whole mall and we didn't get anything.

so at 4 we went to orchard and walked at wisma. saw ming huei! but i gave her a fright cos i grabbed her and went 'MING HUEI!!!' hahaha. i think her parents must have thought i was mad.

walked to far east in the hot hot sun. FINALLY diana got a bag. ahha! then after buying it we saw so many bags so i didn't allow her to look at any bags in case she finds a nicer one.

was 5 plus and we didn't find any identical things we could get! so then we just have to get them next week :] heh.

yay yay yay hunn's coming over! (:

shall upload the pics soon. i asked dad to bring the cable from HK but i told him it was black and the other cables on my table were black too haha so he's bring ALL of them. awww. (:

2005-07-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

guess what. going to sg on Aug 3rd or Aug 4th. Yahh

laters dear

2005-07-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

i wanna go to singapore!!

muah dear i lurrfee you

2005-06-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

28 June 2005:

Went to school at normal time, was free dress today! Had assembly, then went to hall and then got on the bus to Ocean Park.

Walked to cable car, before the cable car there were these games stall and alex decided to try this game to win the giant hamtaro when he thought it was a giant cat. -_- the game looked so simple but it was so difficult to win! Didn’t get anything! ): Queued up for cable car, got on one and realized I was really scared cos it was so high. Didn’t want to let go of alex. And the cable car kept stopping halfway so we were always suspended in mid-air on the same spot for at least 1 min or so? It was still long. Anyways. After cable car we went to the place with all the rides and alex kept begging me to sit the ride which goes all the way up and plunges down suddenly. Didn’t want so the other choice was the ship which goes up and down and up and down. Viking ship yeah. It was SCARy. When it went downwards after swinging up. :S Screamed and screamed, not for the fun of it but cos my heart was in my mouth. After that we wanted to take the blue roller coaster but it was closed for maintenance. Aww. Looks scary anyways.

Went to the so called restaurant and sat there for air con cos it was freaking hot. Walked up to get a green apple slushie from Macdonalds and a corn dog! (: nicee. At least the outside was okay and I lurved the hot dog. Went into the Atoll Reef to have air con and to see the fishy-s. It was SO PRETTY. Took this video of this two fishes swimming round and round and round like chasing each other’s tails. YEAH. Then the jelly fishes were awesome. The pictures we took turned out really great. Esp the video. When we came out we went to play some of the games cos hunni still wanted to get that giant hamtaro for me. Unfortunately we ddin’t get to win it but got a small really cute pink horse stuffed toy cum key chain. Went to make the sand bottle thingy alex got for me! (: Took the ferris wheel…and then went down to the restaurant to get a mango slushie and fruit salad. Yum. It was still so hot and humid! ): After that we walked to the ranging river ride thing, and I got tired so alex carried me on his back to the water raft ride. (: sat behind with hummi. It was so calm..then the plunge was so sudden and long and steep, I thought it was quite short and not steep. Didn’t get wet enough!!! ): Stayed a little while to take a video of marshall jonathan keane and ryota coming down from the steep water slide. haha. Alex dragged me into the space wheels ride thingy which was so scary it made my heart flew out. When the ride stopped out ‘cage’ thingy was shaking so badly but the rest wasn’t shaking! :S I felt like puking. Was so dizzy I couldn’t walk properly. Alex carried me half way but was too tired. Haha. Walked all the way up to get water. Then we took the escalator to the top and got fries. Walked on and finally found the entrance to the cable car. Got a lemonade slushie first. Took cable car back and alex tried the bang-the-hammer-on-the-metal-thing-and-the-light-goes-all-the-way-up game. No strength! Haha. Almost though! Played the giant hamtaro game again but finally got only one ball in so we got Mr. Mushroom! (: yay yay.

*i love my hummi bear

2005-06-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

the first day;
i saw you, glanced at your skinny face, skinny cheek, cute smiles.. gave me memories.. first letters came out of my mouth... what's your name?... what's your msn?

the second day;
i saw you again, i said "come over and sit over there"..... i knew i'm in love* with you

the other days;
i knew you more, you were quiet, cute, always day dreaming... it was the my type of gal (:. i feel in love with you even more... i couldn't hold onto it.. i just... had to tell you... that i love you... , this was different... because your special... one special girl i never felt liddat before (:. your awesome hummi~
i flirted with you over and over again.... you knew i liked you from the start haha... but you just waited for me to say it dear (:. MSN.... that's where we all started rite.... then we went talking on the phone for hours and hours and hours .. your special.. i knew i wouldn't let you go.. never ever

the other other days;
then we talked and talked over the phone and realized we both had spent 500SGD on phone bill already.. haha what did we do about that ~

the future days..;
i would never leave you.. never rite.. hummi? i would take care of you... forever and ever.... as long as you don't mind im' here => that i'm here with you forever...
i would do anything to make you happy.... we're inseperable rite? just like mom always says => i won't dissaooint you..... i don't care anymore... i just wanna take you to everywhere in the world.. and have a great time in your life => i want you to be happy... and happier...
your my soul, my life, my heart, my dearetst bunni hunnni.. the other part of the missing squirt of my cheesepie => i love you.. no matter what.. i'll still be with you forver... and always =>

ilu. amee => bunni bunni ~~ *boinggggg*

*[alex]

2005-06-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

i lubbbb my hubbyy alexxxxxxxxxxxy ((:

2005-06-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

i realised something? that the people i miss most are my ballet friends. :( seriously! i mean. look.

church friends: they'll always be there.

school friends: we'll all be separated after O'Levels or whatever. we won't be together all the way. the most is that we would just be able to hang out outside school or university or whatever..

ballet friends: we've been through so much...scolding from ms pamela when she is not in a good mood..and we're always in it together. hanging out together at kfc before class and getting to class late at the same time. not the best performance but we're all in the same level. so..bonded and united. it just rocks. and yet our time is sort of running out cos we'll be ending the whole ballet syllabus..soon. i don't think i'll be able to join you guys for class ever anymore...probably just popping in on friday nights during my hol to SG. shh. it was meant to be a surprise. -_-

you see, that's why i miss them bunch loads. thinking of the time we spent together..and comparing how much i'm SUFFERING from crap ballet class over here, it brings me to tears. i used to be able to walk into class full of joy and confidence, and promising myself that class would be fruitful, and it always works out right. but. now when i walk into class over here, the teacher took away my confidence. once i step in, i wish class would end. which is always delayed by a freaking half hour because clearly the teacher needs glasses cos she can't see the big clock up on the wall which says 7pm when class was supp to end at 6.30pm. the teacher picks on me cos i'm clearly the worst student she ever had. everything i did was wrong. it's always 'ehh-meeeliaahhh'. and i realised why everyone did pointe before and i didn't-cos there was this grade before intermediate which i didn't go for. that's why i'm crap standard. sheesh.

i want back my nice, full of warmth ballet class. i want you guys back now.
sigh. i guess i'll have to live with this. let's say, wasting my parent's money.

2005-06-20T08:00:00.000+08:00

the problem is me all along...

i guess i screwed up again.

if it weren't for me being in this world, everyone whole be so happy, leading happy lives.

i don't want to be here.

second time. i guess the cut has to be bigger.

[i feel you slipping through my fingers]

2005-06-06T12:45:00.000+08:00

i have just been reminded that my birthday is in one month-minus-3-days time.
and i kinda forgot all about my birthday for a short while. suddenly my birthday doesn't seem that all important..

i have the urge to shop. shop for things in SG for my hummi. (: and of course for myself. heh.

2005-05-29T08:20:00.000+08:00

yes i'm fine. (:

piano teacher came yesterday! all the way from SG. you know. i normally don't call her. i mean, it feels all wierd calling her adeline, and i can't call her auntie adeline cos she isn't old. she is this young, poised, hot looking piano teacher. am i right alex? haha.

anyways. while she was shopping for ties at dunhill in festival walk, alex and i bough this bobbing head thingy cos i thought it looked like him.haha. cute and cute. C:

ate tea at dan ryan's. conversation was so so so funny.

adeline proved to us that she was drunk after drinking 2 glasses of wine by forgetting her stuffs at the resturant, even though she insisted that she wasn't drunk at all. had to go back to get them.

i think it was fun. to see her again. (:

adeline+me

kor+adeline+me+alex

me+adeline+mom+kor before leaving fw

insecure

2005-05-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

the most horrible nightmare is that everyone close to me starts to leave. or maybe i start to leave everyone for some certain reason.

i should not talk that much anymore. the words i say seem to be getting me into trouble lately. yeah. lesson learnt.

i don't know what i want...

all i want is everyone to be happy. how is it that everything seems so hard now?

i share the same feelings with alyssa.

i hate rollar coaster rides. it's horrible. it goes up and plunges down so fast. like it's the end of the word. you ever notice, that the going up is always shorter than the going down?

2005-05-23T08:00:00.000+08:00

You are holy,
You are mighty
You are worthy, worthy of praise
I will follow,
I will listen  
I will love you,
all of my days

I will sing to and worship

  (You are Lord of Lords, You are King of Kings)

The King who is worthy

  (You are Mighty God, Lord of everything)

I will love and adore Him

  (You're Immanuel, You're the Great I Am)

I will bow down before Him

  (You're the Prince of Peace, who is the Lamb)

I will sing to and worship

  (You're the Living God, You're my Saving Grace)

The King who is worthy

  (You will reign forever, You are Ancient of Days)

I will love and adore Him

  (You are Alpha, Omega, Beginning, and End)

I will bow down before Him

  (You're my Savior, Messiah, Redeemer and Friend)

You're my Prince of Peace and I will live my life for You


i'm tired of guessing

sigh.

does it pay to be...thoughtful? i thought i was just being nice...i guess it's not what others think it is...

2005-05-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

why? all i did was fell asleep in the car. is that a freaking crime?!
after a whole day of school, having pe which really tired me out the whole day and noone asked me how i was feeling except jo because she was afraid i'd faint on her or smth, and after pe i had a splitting headache, i was half dead in computer and science, by the time i got home was past 4, showered changed ate drank did my hair by 5, i thought i could get at least 10 minutes of sleep cos i was freaking tired out.

all i did was fall sleep finally with my phone in my bag on silent mode because i was late for ballet so i did everything in advance.

WHY?

is it a freaking CRIME?!

i'm sorry for not being able to pick up the freaking phone and talk to you when you wanted me to, but i'll try again next time.

ballet wasn't exactly good cos i was having a splitting headache lasting till now, screwed up practically every single dance i did: waltz, reverance, dramatic and so on.

when i came home, i found my dad home. he didn't even bother saying hi to me or my mom but instead stuck to watching channel news asia and whatever crap newspaper he had in his hand.

then i got all sweared at.

dinner was. not exactly brightened up. my headache. my mom scolding my bro cos my bro seriously does NOT have a freaking sense of responsibility and common sense. my mom said dinner was ready. my bro came out. saw that the table was not laid. went back in. only came out after me and my mom laid the table with everything there. tell me. is he older than me or what?

now i'm sitting here. without any motivation to doing my work. tell me. how am supp to complete writing 3 poems of my own without any..what's that word. sheesh. i can't even think.

have you ever thought of...dying? well. i have. or doing smth to disfigure some part of me. i tried bruising my hand by hitting really hard on the metal bar. it hurts. but i did it again and again. it didn't get a bruise. i was so disppointed.

live on.

i know i must press on. no matter what, i still love you.

besides. if i can't have you, no one else can. especially that b****.

wait. i think i can write a poem now. see ya.

2005-05-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

people might already know, i tend to bottle everything up in me.

emotional. sensitive. crapcrapandcrap.

but. don't give me advices.

what's the point in telling everyone what's going on in my mind, my heart, when everyone will just get upset in the end?

so there. i don't care if i' mgonna break down or smth one day. the stuffs in me. might just stay in me. i'm insecure alright.?.

2005-05-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

friday the 13th.

this layout is dead. there's nothing happening to it. haha.

one love one shot, it's all we ever got...

oh no. jaishree!! your email is sitting in my computer for more than 1 week. ugh! no time to finish it! i'm so so sorry! i hope you understand yeah! now i feel so bad.

4 weeks. if i were in mg, i would be so panicking now. but i'm not. haha. i wonder why.

this thing...i uploaded pictures and everything got messed up. i'll upload it another time.

-your choochie

2005-05-06T11:04:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for being such a total asshole.

i'm sorry for not always listening.

i'm sorry for being pathetic.

i'm sorry for being so stubborn.

i'm sorry for being stupid.

i'm sorry for being clueless.

i'm sorry for always saying stupid things.

i'm sorry for not being perfect.

but i'm trying. and trying.

i'm so tired. inside and outside.

so much has happened.

i'm running out of time.

i can do it. i know i can.

yeah right.

i lost someone. i can't lose another.

-your choochie.

2005-04-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

there's no turing back

6 weeks. sigh. i need to get myself together to start mugging. i think i've changed. what happened to me? the one who has to get everything perfect if not i'll lhyperventilate? i need to start mugging. right now. right after blogging. and after dinner. and after doing my homework. and after sleeping. and after going for flag day. and after playing tennis. and after dinner. and after watching tv. and after. SIGH. crap.

i __ __ __. ___thinks___ is so ___. it's not that i'm___ about anything. i am happy for__ finding _ ___. since i___ you___because of having a___. im sorry but i really can't ___ ___. ___thinks___is ___cos ___has some ___. but no. not everyone ___ ___. stop ___ so ___it___. i know i'm in no position to say this.

wow. i can't even rmb what i just said.

i hate myself. for not being able to do things right. for being so...i don't know.

JEANNIE! I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY! anyways. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! (: I MISS YOU LOADS dear BALLET PARTNER!

sigh. i just want a hug right now. a hug from all my friends back home. i miss you guys. everytime i'm scared i'll start missing people. okay. so lemme see. how many times have i been scared? HMM. i can't count. hint.

*your chooochie.

2005-04-24T07:00:00.000+08:00

friday:

went for mr ko's concert. Was pretty nice. He's good lah. Okay. Then… went for 'dinner' with alex. Mmm. Went home at 12 midnight. Crap. Was in trouble yet again.

don’t’ care if you all hate me. I’m still gonna love you

today:

flag day.

Ohoh. Before that went for breakfast with alex at delifrance. And we got free coffee? Haha. I’m so not gonna order food anymore. Cos I think I took someone else’s drink, and after that this lady came to us to give me what I ordered. OOPS. It’s not my fault anyways. The other lady told me to take the drink. So I took it. I didn’t take it ON PURPOSE. C:

Um. Then. Didn’t know where the place we’re supp to sell flags was. Waited for jerry and jonathan? Um. From selling flags, realized that people can be so generous, and yet some can be so drop dead meanie selfish. Like. They mumble ‘I bought it already’ and walk past so fast when they didn’t even have any sticker. And some others was worse okay. like they go ‘got sticker. *points*’ but there wasn’t any sticker there -_- generous people was this guy, at first he put 10 in the bag, then I think I asked him again cos he walked past me again? And he put another 10 in there and ddin’t even mind it was his 2^nd time donating.

And uh! We finished 2 sheets of stickers. You know why? All you need is an attractive guy and girl and all the guys and girls would buy flags from you. HAHA. I’m just kidding!!!

You say I’ m repeating whatever stuff so and so did. You know what? It would be all fine and not be like that if you all just relax and stop all these crap. Don’t you just get it.?

2005-04-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

this kinda looks plain ehh? but it's still nice lahh...HAHA. RIGHTT??? (:

okay. i can't decide to still keep the other one or not.

this isn't exactly finished yeah. still need to touch up on some stuff. so don't mind. i just don't feel like doing it right now. typical lazy me. nooo. work comes first before this blog thingy. yesss. i can't flunk my eng test. :S NO way man. i'm supp to score it.

sigh. i can't believe i have an msn curfew. :S first time in...every since i started using msn. eeks.

am i worth it?

God is watching over me and you. (:

*you know you love me*

new layout.

2005-04-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

heyy. (: new layout. lalala